Complex Lives We Lead

Feelings are very complex things to explain, even more complex things to understand.. And now things are gonna get a lot more complicated.. Life is such a tangled mess.

Im gonna do it!!! Im gonna end this guessing once and for all... Im gonna be brave =) Though i dont think i can handle it if the truth is not what i want to hear. And im gonna be gracious about it. My only wish is that you will take what i have to say seriously.

Feelings will be the death of me... my downfall my weakness my vulnerablity...

YOU

Samurai Champloo-YOU

oh, you know
you know what to say
say "I love you"

oh, I think you've got to know right away
"maybe me too"

you
you are a nice, cool breeze in me
I feel you blowing in

I can feel the sunlight all around me
You're shining

I feel beautiful when I'm around you
I'm safe and comfortable
'cause you are wonderful
it feels natural to be around you
you've made it possible
you're wonderful

oh, can I
can I tell you why
why I need you
oh, my life
you made it a cloudless sky I can fly through

you
you are a deep, strong wind in me
I feel you - come on in

can you see the sunlight all around me
You're smiling

I feel beautiful when I'm around you
I'm safe and comfortable
'cause you are wonderful
it feels natural to be around you
you've made it possible
you're wonderful

Laugh After Pain

=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=) im happy today =) =)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

Idiot

BAKABAKABAKABAKABAKABAKABAKABAKABAKABAKABAKA...

so clever... go and drop your phone on the rough concrete floor.. now the whole front cover is covered with gouges and cracks... this even tho the phone is less than a yr old... bakabakabakabaka...

another so clever.. when you realise that theres something tt needs doing then TAKE THE FUCKING INITIATIVE and do something abt it... Dont tell me stupid things that dont help at all simply coz THEY DONT HELP. I recognize problems when i see one and im obviously trying to do something abt it but cant you get it in your head tt i kinda need help too. Thats why exco positions arent filled with only one name.

the world is filled with idiots. and i think i could very possibly be one the biggest ones